or did I fool myself when I turned
away from who I can be?
Where am I looking at,
what am I seeking for
when I close my eyes and look at
the vast darkness in me?
since you've blessed me with a hint
of knowing your existence,
(or perhaps inexistence, call it what you may)
my conscience breathes into my ears
that this life will lead me
to all I shall know and call god
by loving and being loved
by all that thrives through thee.
Until then, I shall recognize you
as the breath that flows inside me,
a breath that whispers to me.
~ Kripa Sarkar