Fear I Fear...

Who am I?
I have often asked,
To all whom I know,
And to myself, at last!

But heart broken I was,
When silence was all I could hear...
Confused with people and their inhumane laws,
I sank deep, looking dumbstruck at my fears.

When did I turn so dark
Losing the heavenly spark?
Which I presume all carry along,
Eventually though, use them wrong.

How did I turn up to be like them all,
Neither blessed to be evil,
Nor have the privilege to be a saint.
Here I am today,
Highlighted at the very bottom,
Yet quite faint...

Fear I fear today...
It has tarnished me inside out...
It has burnt that human throughout.


Fear I fear today,
So courage I ask,
Hate I fear today,
So love I ask,
Grieve I fear today,
So it's your blessings, Oh Lord of all, I ask...

Allow me Oh Mahadev...to make a change in this world for the better and best...
Then and only then, shall I never fear fear


                                                                          ~~ Kripa Sarkar (Noni)